idk

great half day today going out with an n klasmates die

met nina : an's gf

everything was going fine at first 

tp nth cmner aku rase cm berdosa when i noe he did that

i knew this thing pon from tika,thnks god aku x nmpk by my own eyes,kalo x lg bertmbh2 rase bersalah aku

tika ckp from distance die nmpk an pegang tgn nina

aku xtau how far bnde tu btol tp tika said die nmpk 

so possibility tok btol is high la kan

aku terase sgt sedih dan berdosa tu rase jugak la

sbb i noe an,an sgt byk ajar aku,bg nasihat kt aku,pasal hukum hakam agame smue

tp aku cm sedih sbb die buat somthing like that

supposenye die x pegang tgn nina

i'm not saying that i'm jeles but aku admit jugak aku pon ade jugak rase tok dipegang tgn oleh the guy yg kite sayang kan,tipu la kalo aku ckp aku xde perasaan cmtuh

but then, aku try to avoid that kind of feelings sbb aku tau tu smue setan n berdosa

aku xnk la buat dose mcm tuh

aku sgtla berharap allah pelihara aku ngn adam dr maksiat

aku xnk wat dose b4 halal,aku bukan kuat iman

aku respect, truly respect an sbb die byk crite kt aku psl dose pahala

tp bile aku tau die wat cmtu dgn nina,

yes i noe die syg sgt kt nina n nk jdkn nina tu bini die 

status fb pon married to nina amalina

tp tu bukannye license to do so

kesimpulannye disini aku sedih an mcmtu

tp aku xleh halang la,

as human kite xleh benci someone tu,kite just boleh dislike ape yg die buat n perangai die jer

ok?

:)