idk

great half day today going out with an n klasmates die

met nina : an's gf

everything was going fine at first 

tp nth cmner aku rase cm berdosa when i noe he did that

i knew this thing pon from tika,thnks god aku x nmpk by my own eyes,kalo x lg bertmbh2 rase bersalah aku

tika ckp from distance die nmpk an pegang tgn nina

aku xtau how far bnde tu btol tp tika said die nmpk 

so possibility tok btol is high la kan

aku terase sgt sedih dan berdosa tu rase jugak la

sbb i noe an,an sgt byk ajar aku,bg nasihat kt aku,pasal hukum hakam agame smue

tp aku cm sedih sbb die buat somthing like that

supposenye die x pegang tgn nina

i'm not saying that i'm jeles but aku admit jugak aku pon ade jugak rase tok dipegang tgn oleh the guy yg kite sayang kan,tipu la kalo aku ckp aku xde perasaan cmtuh

but then, aku try to avoid that kind of feelings sbb aku tau tu smue setan n berdosa

aku xnk la buat dose mcm tuh

aku sgtla berharap allah pelihara aku ngn adam dr maksiat

aku xnk wat dose b4 halal,aku bukan kuat iman

aku respect, truly respect an sbb die byk crite kt aku psl dose pahala

tp bile aku tau die wat cmtu dgn nina,

yes i noe die syg sgt kt nina n nk jdkn nina tu bini die 

status fb pon married to nina amalina

tp tu bukannye license to do so

kesimpulannye disini aku sedih an mcmtu

tp aku xleh halang la,

as human kite xleh benci someone tu,kite just boleh dislike ape yg die buat n perangai die jer

ok?

:)

shopping

5 sept 2010

bgn pagi2 after dikejotkn oleh cik dot soh smyg subuh...hehehehhe

mak n abah ckp bgn awal sket kiter nk gi bli bju melayu adik ni

so our destination : shah alam PKNS

before that,

ktrg adek beradik 4 org..da besar2 da semue

can u imagine that ktrg 4 org, 2 guys 2 girls dok dlm waja????

giler sempit nk mampos

tp xleh nk regret sbb aku yg soh abah trade in kete DAP tu sbb aku nk bli VIVA

hahahahahhahahahaa

then, kitrg da smpai tu pusing la satu komplex tu finding suitable bju melayu tok adek,iboy n x lupe abah jugak

iboy kate die nk bju melayu warne pink,

bengong sungguh iboy,tp ape bleh wat, warne pink takde..ade pon kaen xde kualitisgt

at last, die amek jugak warne blue (along die ni yg pilihkn)

adek plak amek kaler gold orange2 cmtu lah..

abah punyer la plg susah, bju melayu abah mestii saiz XL but the problem is abah punye seluar must XXL!!!

hahah

lawak2, so mak kate bli jer la due2 saiz tu but abah refuse

die ganti dgn bli 2 helai bju melayu pearl white n blue black without seluar la

after that,kitrg gi pulak IOI Mall nk cri kasot iboy

(along n mak dah bantai bli kasot da kt pkns before tu..hahaha...bli 1 20% off,buy 2 50% off :) )

pnt jugak la jln..then da dpt tuh singgah bangi pulak,

phone angah ntah aper ntah rosak..tp ktrg x turun pon..mlsn da tido da pon

mak ngn angah jer la yg pegi turun

so that's it for today

jap lg nk gi teman syaza fetchs pz and we're going to bazarr :)

promises

5 Sept 2010

time : 1.46 a.m

cik dot asked me to promise him something

not something,few things jugakla

the nyte before aku ade ckp aku nk tell him somthing

pdhl aku nk ckp psl aku bli new wedges jer tp die punye cuak makk aii

sedih btol dgr...

cik dot igt ade org minang aku ke, aku nk tglkn die ke ape ker

mengarot sungguh la cik dot ni

die kate x khusyuk terawih igt aku nk bgtau something tuh

hahahahaha

skali kasot...tenang atie die la konon

then, 

we made promises 

promises yg aku insyaallah akan buat n stick on it smpai mane yg aku mampu bertahan

cik umi's promises:

• accept him as who he is
• syg n ikhlas dgn cik dot
• not leaving him for any reasons

cik dot's promises:

• syg n ikhlas ngn cik umi
• x tipu cik umi 
• x takotkn cik umi dgn crite antoo selalu sgt

msg mlm forward to this morning berakhir dgn cik dot soh aku sahor byk2 skit sbb aku nk kua gi shopping 

:)

eskem

3rd Sept 2010

bru teringat jaket cik dot ade lg ngn aku

bgtau die aku nk pulangkan after terawih

after terawih,

he waited at muamalat...

hurm, i like the way he dressed that nyte

his fav black t shirt n kaen pelikat

then,ktrg gi makan eskem...cik dot belanje..seronok

even eskem singgit pon

zahid followed jugak (xnk kne saman kua bedue2an)

sembang2 then balik bilek sambong texting until 3 o'clock

mcm routine jugak texting every nyte

cik dot jugak kejot aku every sahor,make sure aku take at least water for sahor..

appreciate sungguh cik dot

4th Sept 2010

da selamat smpai umah

tetibe plak madam nk wat kelas ptgsmpai kol 6.30 lak tuh

aish,bru plan nk blik awal

as promised to cik dot

call before blek umah

cik dot tgk aku blah from eca smbil ckp2 dlm phone

he said he like the way i dressed up!

btw

b4 blik jumpe baby anis n C.M too

zahid pon tlg aku angkt beg

cik dot tgu sampai aku blah dr cfs...

thnx cik dot

just now fara ckp bout cik dot's status

dpt jugak tgk muke die arinie

i wonder sape la die...

then,when bce comment2...mcm aku jer coz last nte ktrg la yg mkn eskem

so 99% mcm aku la..tp x kisah la

fara 100% konfirm dat itu untok aku

hurm

ape yg penting i'm not that really into him yet

one fine day ok?

however, 

u're just amazing as the way u're cik dot

new chapter

new chapter

new stories

new people

new places

new incidents

new life.........